“The Night I Discovered What My Heart Had Been Searching For”

What the Gospel Means to Me
By Alexander Atkinson Jr.

I’ve been sitting with this thought for quite some time: What does the Gospel mean to you?

For me, the Gospel isn’t just a message—it’s a journey. A love story, really. One that started way back when I was just a child attending Sunday school at the William Duncan Memorial Church, back when it was still a Methodist church. That’s where I first heard the name Jesus. There were good lessons—stories about kindness, miracles, and this man who loved people deeply. But as a kid, I didn’t fully grasp it. I heard the stories, but I didn’t feel them yet.

Years passed, and when I was 18, my family—Mom, Dad, and my sister—started attending the same church again. Only now, it had become an Assembly of God church. And wow… it was different. The place felt alive. I mean really alive. The music, the energy, the joy—it was contagious. I remember seeing the youth group around town, and something inside me stirred. I couldn’t explain it then, but it was like my heart whispered, They’ve got something I need.

I felt the same thing watching my parents. A kind of peace. A light. A quiet strength. I wanted that.

Then one cold October evening, everything changed.

My cousin, best friend, and I were walking near the Duncan Church when we heard music spilling out the front doors. Guitars, singing, voices full of life. The church was packed. I felt this strong pull, like something—or Someone—was calling me in. I said, “Hey, let’s go inside. It might be warm in there.” (That was the excuse I gave, anyway.)

So we walked in and found a seat near the back. I felt a little awkward but strangely at home. The singing was electric. The preacher was full of fire and joy. I don’t remember the message or what he preached that night—but I do remember the moment that came next.

He gave what’s called an altar call, an invitation for anyone who wanted prayer or to make a decision to follow Jesus. And in that moment, I knew: This is it. This is what I’ve been searching for.
My hand went up. I thought I’d just get prayed for from afar.

But then came the challenge: “If you raised your hand, come forward.”

My heart was racing. My palms were sweaty. But I went.

I knelt down at the front pew, completely unsure of what to do. I didn’t know how to pray. I didn’t even have the words. And then—tap on my shoulder. A man with a big smile knelt next to me. He was the youth pastor. “Can I pray with you?” he asked. I nodded, a bit nervous. “I don’t know what to say,” I admitted.

He just smiled and said, “That’s okay. I’ll help.” And he led me through a simple, honest prayer.

That night, something changed in me. It wasn’t about religion. It wasn’t about tradition. It was about love. Real, overwhelming, unconditional love. A kind of love I didn’t earn—but was offered freely.

That’s what the Gospel means to me.

It’s the kindness of a youth pastor.
The warmth of a crowded church on a cold night.
The way music can stir something deep in your soul.
It’s hope when you feel lost.
It’s grace when you feel unsure.
It’s a fresh start when you didn’t know you needed one.

The Gospel isn’t just something I believe—it’s something I experienced. A love that found me, called me in, and changed everything.

And I’m still on that journey.


“The Gospel is not just good news—it’s the greatest invitation ever given, whispered straight to the heart.”

What Does It Mean to “REST”?

Notes by Alex – by Alex Atkinson

“The Quiet Invitation to Rest”
Finding Soul-Deep Renewal in the Midst of Life’s Burdens

I woke up at 4:30 a.m. this morning with this thought on my heart: What does it really mean to “REST”?

The phrase “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest” is a well-known verse from the Bible, specifically Matthew 11:28. It’s an invitation from Jesus to those who are feeling overwhelmed, burdened, or exhausted—offering them a kind of rest that goes beyond simply stopping and sleeping.

This verse is part of a larger passage where Jesus contrasts his gentle and humble approach with the heavy, often exhausting burdens of religious legalism of his time. He invites us to find solace, renewal, and true rest in him, suggesting that his teachings and way of life are far lighter and more freeing than the weight of expectations and struggles we often carry.

The phrase “weary and burdened” resonates deeply because it can speak to so many forms of suffering we face in life:

  • Physical toil: The exhaustion from endless work and effort.
  • Spiritual burdens: The guilt, anxiety, or shame that weighs heavy on the soul.
  • The burden of law and expectation: The crushing feeling of never measuring up to rules or standards.
  • Emotional exhaustion: The heaviness that comes from life’s constant challenges.

Jesus’s invitation is simple yet profound. It’s not only about finding physical rest but about experiencing a deeper, spiritual renewal—a rest for the soul. It’s an open invitation to anyone who feels the weight of life pressing down, reminding us that rest is not always about stopping—it’s about surrendering.


Moving to Tennessee, and now Alaska…
Small-town life has been healing to my heart. I’ve thought a lot about how stepping away from the busyness of city life, into the quiet rhythm of the country, has given me room to slow down, reflect, and let God work on the wounds I once carried. Alaska, with its wide-open spaces and wild beauty, has been a teacher of rest—reminding me that sometimes God calls us away so He can restore what was broken.

“Rest is not found in running from the storm but in trusting the One who calms it.”

In God’s World, Transitions Are Invitations

“Moving Beyond the Unknown into God’s Designed Destiny”
By Alex Atkinson Jr.


Transitions can feel like endings. Like we’re leaving behind a chapter we weren’t quite ready to close. Whether it’s a job change, a move, a relationship shift, or even just growing older—these moments can bring uncertainty. But in God’s world, transitions are never just about what’s ending. They’re invitations.

They invite us into purpose. Into maturity. Into greater impact.

I’ve seen this firsthand in my own journey—from growing up in the village of Metlakatla, to flying seaplanes across the wilderness of Southeast Alaska, to stepping into the world of private aviation and beyond. Each shift, whether welcome or not, pulled me into something deeper. Sometimes, I didn’t even realize it until I was on the other side.

But here’s what I’ve come to believe:

God doesn’t waste transitions.

He uses them to prepare us for what’s next.
He uses them to grow us up.
He uses them to position us for more influence—not just for our sake, but for the people we’re meant to serve, love, and lead.

And that means when things start shifting—when doors close or opportunities seem to dry up—it’s not the time to panic. It’s the time to pay attention.

Because maybe that closed door isn’t rejection.
Maybe it’s redirection.
Maybe it’s your invitation.

I’m learning to lean in more during these moments. To ask: What is God inviting me into here? What needs to grow in me? What old thing must fall away to make space for the new?

If you’re in a season of transition right now—take heart. You’re not lost. You’re being led.

And in God’s world, where every detail carries purpose, even the waiting, the stretching, and the unknown are part of the story. His story. Your story.

So today, I leave you with this:

Transitions aren’t just detours.
They’re divine invitations.

Into more. Into deeper.
Into Him.


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“In God’s world, transitions aren’t detours—they’re divine invitations into deeper purpose, greater impact, and stronger faith.” – Alex Atkinson Jr.

“When Nature Speaks, What Is Heaven Saying?”

🌍 Notes from Alex: When the Earth Groans — Is Something Being Born?

Lately, I’ve found myself paying closer attention — not just to headlines, but to the earth itself.

The rain falls heavier. The floods come faster. The fires burn hotter. Earthquakes, storms, strange weather patterns. It’s easy to dismiss them as just part of the natural order — but more and more, people are sensing something deeper. Almost spiritual. As if the earth isn’t just reacting to nature… but to the heavens.

Many believe that what we’re seeing in the physical world mirrors what’s happening in the spiritual realm. That there’s activity in the heavens — a shift, a stirring, a divine movement — and the earth is responding. Contracting. Shaking. Groaning. Almost like something is about to be born.

The Bible speaks of this in Romans 8:22 — “We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time.” That verse hits differently these days. Because when I look around, it really does feel like the world is in labor. Not dying — but birthing.

So the question becomes: What is being born?

Is it judgment? Is it revival?
A new era? A course correction?
Or is it something even more personal — a transformation within us, preparing us to carry something sacred into a broken world?

I don’t have all the answers. But I know this: when something is about to be born, the pain intensifies. The pressure increases. But it’s not in vain — it’s with purpose. It’s because something is coming. Something bigger than us.

So maybe, instead of fearing the shaking, we should ask what it’s trying to wake up in us.

Maybe this isn’t the end.
Maybe it’s just the beginning.

And maybe, just maybe, it’s time to prepare ourselves — not just for what’s happening, but for what’s emerging.

Because something is.

And it’s going to change everything.

— Alex

Faith Over Fear: A Journey to Overcoming Doubt and Unbelief

Finding Strength Through Faith: Emily’s Path to Fulfillment

Once upon a time, there was a young woman named Emily who always felt that she was meant for something greater. Yet, she found herself constantly held back by the paralyzing grip of fear, doubts about her abilities, and unbelief in the path ahead of her.

Emily had a dream of starting her own nonprofit organization to help underprivileged children gain access to quality education. The idea sparked a fire in her heart, but the shadows of self-doubt and fear loomed large. What if she failed? What if she wasn’t good enough? These questions plagued her thoughts.

One Sunday, during a sermon at her church, Emily heard a message that resonated deeply with her. The pastor spoke about the power of faith, quoting scriptures that emphasized God’s promises and goodness. Emily decided to take the first step by actively engaging with her faith. She began to study scripture diligently, finding strength and reassurance in verses like Jeremiah 29:11, which reminded her that God had plans for her—plans to prosper and not to harm, plans to give her hope and a future.

Emily made it a habit to start her day with prayer, pouring out her fears and doubts to God, and asking for His guidance and strength. She also began to meditate on God’s promises, repeating affirmations that bolstered her belief in His goodness and power. Whenever she felt overwhelmed, she would remind herself of Philippians 4:13, “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”

Surrounding herself with a positive Christian community was another crucial step. Emily joined a small group at her church, where she found supportive friends who encouraged her, prayed for her, and shared their own stories of overcoming challenges through faith. Their companionship reminded her that she was not alone in her journey.

Even as Emily took these steps, doubts and fears still lingered. She acknowledged them, but she also chose to trust in God’s plan. She remembered the story of Peter walking on water towards Jesus, how he began to sink when he focused on the storm around him but was saved when he reached out to Jesus. Emily decided to keep her eyes on Christ, trusting that He would lead her through the storm.

With each passing day, Emily’s faith grew stronger, and so did her confidence. She took small, practical steps towards her dream, from drafting a business plan to reaching out to potential supporters. She faced setbacks and challenges, but she continued to lean on her faith, knowing that God was with her every step of the way.

Years later, Emily’s nonprofit organization became a reality. It thrived, impacting the lives of countless children and providing them with opportunities they otherwise wouldn’t have had. Looking back, Emily realized that it was her faith that had carried her through the darkest moments, transforming her fears and doubts into stepping stones towards her purpose.

Her story is a testament to the power of actively engaging with faith, studying scripture, praying, meditating on God’s promises, surrounding oneself with a positive Christian community, and choosing to believe in God’s goodness and power. By acknowledging her fears and doubts while trusting in God’s plan, Emily was able to overcome the obstacles that once held her back and fulfill the purpose she was created for.

Remember, the journey of overcoming fear, doubt, and unbelief is a continuous process. Faith doesn’t eliminate the challenges, but it equips us with the strength to face them, knowing that with God, all things are possible.

The Visionary’s Dream: Revival of WDMC

A Journey of Faith, Hope, and Community Unity

In the serene town of Metlakatla, Alaska, there stood a building that once pulsed with life and laughter. This was the WDMC church, a beacon of hope, community, and faith. Over the years, wear and tear had dimmed its grandeur, but not its spirit. And in the heart of one visionary, the dream of its revival burned brightly.

This man of vision was not just driven by sight but by a deeper, intrinsic understanding of potential and possibility. He saw what others could not – the future, vibrant and rich with the promise of the restored WDMC church.

He stood in front of the worn-out building, seeing not the cracks and decay, but the bustling activity that would soon fill these halls. He saw community members gathered for events and celebrations, their laughter echoing through the hallways. He envisioned a sanctuary where people found solace in worship and a place of healing for those in need. He foresaw a provision station, with an active food pantry offering nourishment to the community.

In his mind’s eye, the fellowship hall was alive with activity once more – kids participating in 5th quarter activities, learning, laughing, and growing together. He imagined community members coming together, pooling their resources, and their strengths to restore this building to its former glory, and beyond.

The vision was not just of a restored building but of a community united in purpose and action. He saw neighbors helping neighbors, local businesses contributing materials, and volunteers offering their time and expertise. There were fundraisers, workdays, and a shared commitment to bring the dream to life.

This visionary didn’t just see a restored structure; he saw a future where the WDMC church stood as a testament to the power of faith, hope, and community. His dream was infectious, and soon, the entire town rallied behind the cause.

Brick by brick, the building was restored. The sanctuary was filled with the sounds of hymns and prayers, the fellowship hall with laughter and conversation, and the food pantry with the hum of activity as volunteers stocked shelves and distributed goods.

The WDMC church, once a symbol of neglect, now stood as a beacon of resilience and unity. And the man of vision? He looked upon the vibrant, bustling hub of activity and knew that he had seen rightly – not with his eyes, but with his heart and soul.

In Metlakatla, Alaska, the dream had become a reality, and the community was stronger, more connected, and more hopeful than ever before.

What other projects or dreams do you have that you’d like to see become a reality?

Guided by Grace: William Duncan and the Creation of a Christian Community

From England to Metlakatla: A Mission of Love and Learning

William Duncan was an English-born Anglican missionary who made a significant impact on the Tsimshian people of British Columbia and Alaska. Born on April 3, 1832, in Yorkshire, England, Duncan joined the Church Missionary Society (CMS) in 1854 and was sent to the North Pacific coast of Canada in 18561.

Upon his arrival at Fort Simpson (now Lax Kw’alaams) in 1857, Duncan immersed himself in the Tsimshian culture, learning their language and spiritual practices. He quickly gained the trust of the Tsimshian people by drawing connections between their beliefs and stories from the Bible2. Duncan’s dedication to the Tsimshian led him to establish a new Christian community called Metlakatla in 1862.

Metlakatla, meaning “New Town,” was founded as a utopian Christian community where Duncan aimed to protect his followers from the negative influences of the Hudson’s Bay Company fort atmosphere. The community grew rapidly, and by the end of the summer of 1862, several hundred Tsimshians had joined Duncan1. The village became known for its neat, white wooden structures, reflecting Duncan’s vision of a “civilized” Christian society.

Duncan’s influence extended beyond religious teachings; he taught the Tsimshian how to be self-governing, build, create, and sustain their community. His teachings were evident in the Victorian-style homes, office buildings, community buildings, and churches constructed from local wood1. Duncan’s respect for the Tsimshian culture and his efforts to learn their language and traditions earned him a lasting legacy in both Canada and Alaska.

William Duncan’s story is a testament to his dedication to the Tsimshian people and his desire to honor their culture while introducing them to Christianity. His impact on the community and the region continues to be remembered and celebrated to this day2.


Here is a Summary of William Duncan:

William Duncan was an English Anglican missionary who arrived in Canada to preach the gospel to the Tsimshian people. He fell in love with their culture and language, dedicating himself to learning and respecting their traditions. In 1862, he established a Christian community in Metlakatla, British Columbia. Duncan taught the Tsimshian self-governance, building techniques, and sustainable living, integrating Victorian influences into their structures. His approach was not to dominate but to honor the Tsimshian heritage. His legacy extends to Alaska, where his work is remembered for significantly impacting the local culture and community.

The Timeless Tapestry of William Duncan Memorial Church

From Humble Beginnings to Enduring Legacy

The William Duncan Memorial Church, a beacon of faith and community, has stood as a testament to the enduring spirit of its congregation. Its history, rich and layered, is interwoven with the lives of countless individuals who have sought solace, inspiration, and connection within its hallowed walls.

The original church, a magnificent Victorian wooden structure, was a cherished landmark for generations. It was a place where joy and sorrow were shared, where hope was kindled, and where faith was nurtured. However, a tragic fire in the 1940s claimed the beloved building, leaving a void in the hearts of the community.

Undeterred by adversity, the congregation rallied together to rebuild their spiritual home. The result was the current “Big Church,” a magnificent edifice born from the collective efforts of dedicated volunteers. With every brick laid and every beam raised, the community poured their love, labor, and faith into the project.

The Big Church has since witnessed countless milestones: weddings that sealed lifelong bonds, baptisms that marked new beginnings, and funerals that honored lives well-lived. It has been a sanctuary for prayer, a stage for inspiring sermons, and a gathering place for joyous celebrations. The church’s choir has filled the air with heavenly harmonies, while youth groups have ignited the passion of future generations.

Beyond its architectural beauty and historical significance, the William Duncan Memorial Church is a living testament to the power of human connection. It is a place where people from all walks of life come together to worship, to learn, and to serve. The church’s legacy is not merely a collection of bricks and mortar, but a tapestry woven from the threads of countless stories, dreams, and aspirations.

As a member of the Restoring History Foundation, I am honored to be part of the effort to preserve this sacred space for generations to come. By restoring the church to its former glory, we are not only honoring the past but also investing in the future. May the William Duncan Memorial Church continue to be a source of comfort, inspiration, and community for years to come.

The Legacy of Uncle Solomon Atkinson

A Legacy of Faith and Humility: The Life of Uncle Solomon Atkinson

In the picturesque community of Metlakatla, Alaska, the name Solomon Atkinson evokes a profound sense of respect and admiration. Known affectionately as Uncle Sol, he was a man of unwavering faith, boundless humility, and exceptional leadership. His legacy, woven into the very fabric of the community, is one that will endure for generations.

Uncle Sol was a true patriot, serving his country with honor and dedication. Yet, it was his roles as a family man and a man of faith that truly defined him. He walked through life with a humility that was both rare and inspiring, always living by his word. His actions were a testament to his character, consistently encouraging and caring towards everyone he met.

One of Uncle Sol’s greatest passions was his love for his Creator and his gift of singing. With a voice that could uplift even the weariest of souls, he sang with a joy that was infectious. But his encouragement went beyond just music; he inspired others to find their own voices, not just in song, but in life. He believed that every person had a unique story to tell and a purpose to fulfill.

Throughout his life, Uncle Sol taught by example. He was a natural leader who worked on numerous projects that enriched the community and brought people together. Whether it was organizing community events or participating in charitable activities, his contributions were always marked by a spirit of generosity and humility. He often reminded us to never stop learning, urging us to share our knowledge and experiences with those around us.

His influence extended far beyond his immediate family. Uncle Sol’s teachings on humility and the importance of continual learning left a lasting imprint on everyone who had the privilege of knowing him. He believed in the power of education and the necessity of passing on wisdom to future generations.

The impact of Uncle Sol’s life is felt deeply in Metlakatla. His legacy is one of faith, humility, and an unwavering commitment to community and family. He left a giant footprint, both literally and metaphorically, that continues to guide and inspire.

In remembering Uncle Solomon Atkinson, we honor a life lived with purpose and integrity. His example encourages us to lead with humility, to cherish our loved ones, and to use our voices to make a difference in the world. His legacy is not just a memory; it is a call to action for us all to live with the same passion, faith, and dedication that he did.

William Duncan Memorial Church: A Century of Legacy and Faith

A Beacon of Faith: The Enduring Legacy of The Big Church

In the heart of Metlakatla, Alaska, stands a majestic structure known to all as the William Duncan Memorial Church. For over a century, this iconic landmark has graced the community with its towering presence, embodying the spirit and perseverance of its people. Built by the hands of our ancestors, many of whom have now passed on, this church is more than just a building; it is a living testament to the dedication, faith, and unity of those who came before us.

William Duncan, the missionary whose vision inspired the creation of this church, had a mission to uplift the Tsimshian people and help them carve out a future of hope and progress. His dream was to create a place where faith, community, and culture could converge, a beacon of light in a world often fraught with challenges.

Constructed through the blood, sweat, and tears of our elders, the William Duncan Memorial Church is a symbol of resilience and devotion. Each brick and beam tells a story of hard work, sacrifice, and unwavering faith. The labor that went into building this sanctuary was immense, reflecting the communal effort and shared purpose that defined its creation.

Over the years, “The Big Church,” as it is affectionately known, has become a cornerstone of the community. Its walls have witnessed countless moments of joy and sorrow, serving as the backdrop for weddings, baptisms, memorial services, funerals, and powerful church services. The echoes of heartfelt prayers, jubilant celebrations, and mournful farewells resonate within its halls, creating a tapestry of memories that span generations.

The church stands as a reminder of the mission that William Duncan championed—one of making a difference in the world, both then and now. It has impacted many lives, providing a sanctuary for the community to gather, reflect, and find solace. Its towering presence is a source of pride, a symbol of the enduring spirit of Metlakatla.

As we look to the future, the William Duncan Memorial Church will continue to stand tall, guiding and nurturing the community for generations to come. It is a place where the past meets the present, where the legacy of our elders is honored, and where new memories are forged.

In this sacred space, we find not only the strength to carry on but also the inspiration to make a difference in the world. The church’s legacy is one of faith, hope, and unity—a beacon that will shine brightly for many years to come.

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