Small-Town Hours

“Small-town living teaches you many things… like checking store hours before you get hungry. Dadgum.”

Living in a small town does take some getting used to.

I’ve been home in Metlakatla for over a year now, and I’ll be honest—I’m still not used to the hours of the gas station, the grocery store, or the mini mart. They close early. Sometimes really early. And every now and then, I’ll find myself standing there thinking, Wait… it’s already closed?

Down south, where I lived for a while, things were different. A lot of businesses stayed open late—many of them until 10 or 11 at night. You could decide at the last minute that you needed milk, snacks, or gas, and it was no big deal. You just went and got it.

Up here? You learn quickly that you have to plan ahead.

Now, am I complaining? I’m trying not to. I really am. I’m doing my best to look at the positive side of things. Being from a small town, I understand the hours. I understand staffing challenges. I understand that things move at a different pace—and that’s not always a bad thing.

Small-town life teaches you patience. It teaches you awareness. It teaches you to slow down and think ahead instead of rushing through life on impulse. In many ways, that’s actually a gift.

But still… dadgum.

Every once in a while, that late-night craving hits. Or you realize you forgot one important thing. And that’s when the adjustment really shows itself. No quick fix. No last-minute run. Just you, your thoughts, and the realization that tomorrow will have to do.

Living in a small town isn’t worse—it’s just different. And like most differences in life, it takes time to settle into. I’m getting there. Slowly. One early-closing door at a time.

Dadgum though.

📝 Notes by Alex: Writer’s Block – The Great Shut Down

The Great Shutdown: When Indifference Becomes the Hardest Feeling

It’s been a week. Maybe two. I open my laptop, stare at the blinking cursor on the blank page, and… nothing. The well is dry, folks. Not just dry, but capped with a thick slab of concrete labeled: “YEAH, OKAY, WHATEVER.”

That label. That feeling. It’s what I’m struggling with today, and it’s what brought me here to talk about a very specific kind of writer’s block—the emotional one.

The Shutdown Mechanism

Have you ever been hurt to the point that a part of you just shuts down?

It’s not a dramatic collapse. It’s a subtle, insidious numbness that creeps in after the big wave of pain has passed. You’re not crying on the floor, you’re not raging at the sky. Instead, you’re just existing, gliding through life on a thin sheet of practiced indifference.

When people ask how you are, the default answer is a pleasant, empty, “Fine.” And when something genuinely good or bad happens, the emotional response is the same, muted drone: “Yeah, okay, whatever.”

For me, that feeling is pure poison. I try to be positive, upbeat, and stubbornly hopeful. That’s my brand! That’s how I navigate the world. But some days, holding onto that hope feels like gripping a slippery rope on a sheer cliff face. It’s exhausting.

This emotional shutdown is like a short circuit in my creative wiring. How can I write about joy, pain, wonder, or connection when my internal translator is stuck on that one phrase? I can’t access the genuine emotion I need to pour onto the page. The words feel flat, hollow, and utterly inauthentic.

The Challenge of Positivity

We live in a world that glorifies resilience, strength, and endless hustle. We are told to choose joy, to manifest success, to power through. And while I believe in the importance of a positive outlook, sometimes the effort it takes to maintain it when you’re truly hurting feels like a challenge too big to meet.

It makes me wonder: Is the “Yeah, okay, whatever” feeling a defense mechanism? Is it my exhausted spirit throwing up a white flag, saying, “I can’t afford to feel deeply right now, because feeling deeply might break me again?”

Maybe. But a writer who can’t feel is a mechanic without tools. I need my emotions—the good, the bad, the complicated—to be open and running, even if it makes me vulnerable.

An Open Question

I’m sitting here, pushing through the concrete cap, trying to find the genuine spark of feeling underneath. I’m doing the little things: I put on a good playlist, made a proper coffee, and decided to write about the fact that I can’t write.

It helps a little. Honesty is always a good starting point.

So, here is my question for you, my amazing readers:

Does anyone else struggle with this thought? With the battle between wanting to be upbeat and the overwhelming need to just shut down and protect yourself? How do you push past the emotional “whatever” and reconnect with your genuine, messy, feeling self?

I’m looking for inspiration today. Maybe, by sharing your strategies, you can help me—and others who might be stuck in this same emotional no-man’s-land—find the way back to hope, and back to the page.

Drop a comment below. Let’s talk.

A Year of Hope in Metlakatla

A Year of Hope in Metlakatla United in Resilience: Our Community’s Journey Through Crisis and Recovery

Metlakatla, a small and tight-knit community in Alaska, has always been a place where people rely on each other. Despite the challenges that life brings, there’s a shared belief here—hope. This hope seems to shine brightest during times of crisis. The world has witnessed it many times, such as when wildfires tore through California, driven by the fierce Santa Ana winds. Communities pulled together, strangers became friends, and amidst the ashes, hope blossomed.

Similarly, when devastating rains and floods struck North Carolina, Tennessee, Georgia, and Florida, hope was there. People helped each other rebuild, showing that no matter the scale of the disaster, the human spirit can rise above it. This same spirit thrives in Metlakatla, where the bonds of community run deep.

One winter, a beloved local fisherman faced a crisis. His Fishing Vessel, essential for his livelihood, was severely damaged in a storm. The news spread quickly through the town. Without hesitation, the community mobilized. Friends, neighbors, and even those who only knew him in passing came together to help. They donated time, money, and materials, working tirelessly to repair the boat. In this collective effort, they found more than just the means to fix the vessel—they found strength in unity and a reaffirmation of their shared values.

This sense of community is evident in the rebuilding of the William Duncan Memorial Church (WDMC). The big church, a cornerstone of Metlakatla, faced significant damage, but the will to restore it was unwavering. Every brick laid and every beam raised was a testament to the community’s resilience. As the structure began to take shape again, so did the hope in everyone’s hearts.

Yes, 2025 is set to be a year of coming together—a time to focus on what is good. The people of Metlakatla have shown that no tragedy is too great to overcome when faced together. This year, they’ll continue to find the good in each other and in their shared experiences, making it a year to remember.

As the new year dawns, Metlakatla stands as a beacon of hope and unity. The stories of rebuilding, helping hands, and unyielding support serve as reminders that when a community pulls together, anything is possible. Here’s to 2025—a year of hope, resilience, and the enduring power of community.

Metlakatla: A Life of Beauty and Struggle

Finding Community in a Remote Paradise

The ferry’s horn echoed through the harbor, a familiar sound that always stirred a mix of anticipation and dread in Elara. Anticipation for the rare chance to escape the confines of Metlakatla, a tiny island village nestled in the Alaskan archipelago. Dread for the exorbitant ferry fees that would soon drain her already tight budget.

Life in Metlakatla was a constant balancing act. The island offered breathtaking scenery – snow-capped mountains mirroring themselves in the turquoise waters, eagles soaring overhead, the rhythmic crash of waves against the shore. But the beauty came at a price. Groceries were a constant source of frustration. The local store, with its limited shelves and frequent stockouts, felt more like a glorified pantry than a supermarket.

“Barge day” was a community event. Word would spread like wildfire if a shipment was delayed, sending residents into a minor panic. Fresh produce was a luxury, often appearing for a fleeting moment before disappearing again. Elara had learned to plan her meals weeks in advance, relying on canned goods, frozen fish, and the occasional foraged berry.

The allure of Ketchikan, the nearest city, was strong. Walmart and Safeway beckoned with their overflowing aisles of fresh produce, meat, and everyday essentials. But the ferry fees were a significant obstacle. $199 for a round trip with her truck was a hefty sum, a dent in her already meager income.

Despite the challenges, Elara wouldn’t trade her life for anything. The tight-knit community, the stunning natural beauty, the sense of belonging – these things far outweighed the inconveniences. It was a life of simplicity, of relying on your neighbors, of appreciating the small things. It was a life that demanded resilience and resourcefulness, a life that taught you to savor every moment, every fleeting taste of fresh produce, every breathtaking view.

Note: This story focuses on the challenges of cost and limited resources. You can further enhance it by:

  • Incorporating local culture: Mention the strong sense of community, the importance of traditional skills like fishing and hunting, and the unique cultural events that enrich life in Metlakatla.
  • Adding a personal touch: Describe Elara’s relationships with her neighbors, her struggles and triumphs in her daily life, and her deep connection to the island.
  • Highlighting the positives: Emphasize the beauty of the natural world, the sense of peace and tranquility, and the unique opportunities for adventure and exploration.

This short story provides a glimpse into the realities of life in Metlakatla, a place where the challenges are numerous but the rewards are equally profound.

A Year of Fulfilled Promises: Embracing 2025

Embracing Dreams and Fulfillment in the New Year

As the final days of 2024 draw to a close, the town of Metlakatla pauses to reflect on the blessings and challenges of the past year. It has been a year of growth, learning, and unexpected joys. Now, with hearts full of gratitude, the community looks forward to 2025 with renewed hope and an attitude of expectation.

Chapter 1: Reflecting on Blessings

Throughout 2024, Metlakatla experienced moments of both triumph and trial. Families grew closer, friendships were strengthened, and new opportunities arose. The town’s people celebrated milestones and supported one another through hardships. As they reflect on these moments, they recognize the blessings that have shaped them, giving thanks for the journey so far.

Chapter 2: A Year of Expectation

As the clock counts down to midnight on New Year’s Eve, there is a palpable sense of anticipation in the air. The community gathers to welcome 2025, a year that many believe will be one of fulfilled promises. These promises, whispered in their hearts many years ago, have been nurtured through patience and perseverance. Now, they feel that the time has come for these dreams to come to fruition.

Chapter 3: Awakening Dreams

With the arrival of 2025, the people of Metlakatla embrace the new year with a sense of purpose. It is time to dream again. Each person carries within them a vision, a hope that has been waiting to be realized. They understand that this is not just about personal achievements, but about coming together as a community to create something greater than themselves.

Chapter 4: Walking into Promise

As they step into the new year, the people of Metlakatla are determined to walk into the promises given. They recognize that these dreams require action, collaboration, and faith. With heads held high, they set out to build, create, and inspire. They understand that their collective efforts will pave the way for a brighter future.

Chapter 5: The Dawn of Fulfillment

In the months that follow, the town begins to see the fruits of their labor. Long-held dreams begin to take shape, bringing with them a sense of fulfillment and joy. New projects are launched, old goals are revisited, and the community thrives. The air is filled with the spirit of renewal and hope, as each person plays a part in making 2025 a year to remember.

Epilogue: A Legacy of Hope

As 2025 unfolds, Metlakatla becomes a testament to the power of hope and perseverance. The town’s people have shown that by dreaming again and working together, they can turn promises into reality. This year will go down in history as one of the greatest for Metlakatla, a year when dreams were not only revived but also realized.

Finding Balance: The Importance of Taking Breaks

Embracing Change: Finding Balance in a Busy World

If you’re anything like me, the thought of not doing anything is slightly daunting. I’m always on the go; I love learning, I love creating, and I love being busy with projects. Sticking to the same routine is, arguably, pretty routine for me! For the most part, routine is a huge benefit to my lifestyle. However, there comes a point when having a set schedule becomes too mundane and doesn’t fuel me in the way I need. I end up feeling less motivated to check off whatever is on my to-do list and instead, start to have this sense of being stuck.

I used to just push through this, thinking it would pass. And sometimes it did. But there were periods where this ‘stuck’ feeling lasted for days or even weeks, and the more I tried to push myself, the more I started to resent the task in front of me.

One thing I’ve started to recognize is that this means my body and brain need a break – and not just a few minutes away from the screen. I need to temporarily walk away to come back more refreshed. After all, my best work isn’t produced when I am tired and frustrated, bored, or depleted. Rather, it comes from being energized and having a genuine love for it. Sometimes I need to walk away for an hour or an afternoon. Other times, ‘walking away’ means putting my ‘Out-of-Office’ on and having a few days focusing on other activities that have been on the back burner.

Learning to recognize when I need to take a step back and have a break is essential so that my projects and hobbies continue to be enjoyable. This is still something I’m figuring out, but I’m glad I am recognizing this. We all need rest – sleep, yes – but also rest away from being in ‘work mode’ whether it be for school/university or full-time and part-time jobs.

When I need a short break, I try to avoid screens because I work on one for most of the day. I often find myself going for woodland walks or getting ice cream/coffee, and having a nap is sometimes a good call when I am feeling particularly tired. I also like doing paint-by-numbers, playing the guitar, painting my nails, and browsing the local shops. If you struggle to carve out time to recharge, sometimes it can help to have planned activities with a friend so that you can hold each other accountable. Occasionally, I’ll do crafts at my friend’s flat or we will pop out to a nearby town for a change of scenery – we will take a picnic and go exploring. Whatever it is, I try to be present in the moment.

This is your reminder that it is okay to take a step back and recharge, and I hope this provides you with some ideas for what you could do.

Dancing in the Wind: Embracing Our Beautiful Chaos

Finding Strength in Our Imperfections

Once upon a time, in a quaint village nestled between rolling hills and a shimmering sea, lived a community of people who embraced the beauty of being perfectly imperfect. Their lives were a tapestry of vibrant colors, woven with threads of joy, sorrow, triumph, and struggle.

In this village, there was a young woman named Elara. She often felt overwhelmed by the chaos of her life. Her days were filled with challenges, from tending to her family’s farm to navigating the complexities of relationships. Yet, Elara found solace in the belief that it was okay to be imperfect. She understood that her life, with all its ups and downs, was a dance in the wind of the Spirit.

One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a golden glow over the village, Elara gathered with her family and friends around a crackling fire. The warmth of the flames mirrored the warmth in their hearts as they shared stories of their struggles and victories. They laughed, cried, and supported one another, knowing that together, they could face anything.

Elara’s father, a wise and gentle man, spoke up. “Life can be difficult and downright hard sometimes,” he said, his voice steady and reassuring. “But remember, it is okay. We are going to be okay. We are a family, a tribe, a community. Together, we can weather any storm.”

As the night wore on, the villagers danced under the stars, their movements a celebration of their beautiful chaos. They embraced their imperfections, knowing that these very flaws made them unique and strong. Elara felt a sense of peace wash over her. She realized that her life, with all its messiness, was a masterpiece in progress.

And so, the village thrived, not because they were perfect, but because they accepted their imperfections and supported one another through every twist and turn. They lived each day with the understanding that it was okay to be perfectly imperfect, and that together, they could create a life filled with love, resilience, and hope.

In the end, Elara knew that no matter what challenges lay ahead, she and her community would always be okay. They were a family, a tribe, a community, dancing in the wind of the Spirit, perfectly imperfect and beautifully whole.

Coming Home To Metlakatla

Embracing a Vision: Hope, Prosperity, and Healing in Metlakatla

As the plane descended through the clouds, the familiar sight of Metlakatla, Alaska, came into view. The lush green forests, the shimmering waters of the bay, and the small, close-knit community nestled on Annette Island brought a wave of nostalgia and warmth to my heart. This was home, a place where dreams were nurtured and visions took flight.

Stepping off the plane, I was greeted by the crisp, invigorating air and the smiles of friends and family who had come to welcome me back. It had been years since I left to pursue my education and career, but the spirit of Metlakatla had never left me. I had returned with a vision—a vision for hope, prosperity, and healing.

Gathered in the community hall that evening, I shared my story. “I have seen the world,” I began, “and I have learned that the strength of a community lies in its ability to dream big and work together. Our vision for Metlakatla is one of hope, where every child has the opportunity to thrive, where our traditions are honored, and where our land and waters are protected and cherished.”

I spoke of prosperity, not just in terms of wealth, but in the richness of our culture, the success of our youth, and the health of our environment. “We can create opportunities for our people, support our local businesses, and ensure that our resources are used sustainably. Prosperity is within our reach if we believe in it and work towards it together.”

Healing was the cornerstone of my vision. “We have faced challenges and hardships, but we are resilient. Healing means addressing the wounds of the past, supporting each other through difficult times, and building a future where everyone feels valued and included. It means fostering a community where mental, physical, and spiritual well-being are priorities.”

I looked around the room, seeing the hope and determination in the eyes of my fellow community members. “Our vision is big, so big that it might seem impossible. But remember, all things are possible. We have the strength, the wisdom, and the unity to make this vision a reality. Together, we can create and live a big dream.”

The room erupted in applause, and I knew that the seeds of our vision had been planted. Metlakatla was ready to embrace a future filled with hope, prosperity, and healing. And as a community, we would rise to the challenge, proving that no dream is too big when we stand together.


Summary

Returning to Metlakatla, Alaska, after years away, the protagonist shares a powerful vision with the community. This vision encompasses hope, prosperity, and healing, aiming to create a future where every child thrives, traditions are honored, and the environment is cherished. Despite the enormity of the dream, the protagonist inspires the community with the belief that all things are possible when they work together. United by this vision, Metlakatla stands ready to embrace a future filled with promise and resilience.

Just Begin to Write…

Ideas and ways to overcome writers block:

Writer’s block can be frustrating, but there are effective strategies to overcome it. Here are some tips:

  1. Determine the root of the problem: Reflect on what’s causing the block. Is it self-doubt, lack of inspiration, or something else?
  2. List your favorite books and writers: Revisit their work for inspiration. Sometimes seeing how others handle creativity can spark your own ideas.
  3. Build a solid routine: Establish a writing schedule. Consistency helps break through mental barriers.
  4. Write it badly at first: Give yourself permission to write poorly initially. You can always revise later.
  5. Find a different way into the story: Start with a different scene, character, or perspective. Shake things up!
  6. Start in the middle: Don’t feel obligated to begin at the beginning. Dive into an exciting part of your story.
  7. Optimize your toolkit: Experiment with different writing tools, environments, or techniques to find what works best for you.

Journal prompts can be a wonderful way to spark creativity and deepen your self-reflection. Here are a few prompts you might find inspiring:

  1. Write a letter to your favorite fictional character, describing your life and experiences as if you were part of their world.
  2. Imagine meeting a future version of yourself. What questions would you ask? What advice would you seek?
  3. Contemplate your favorite word or phrase. Why does it resonate with you? What memories or emotions does it evoke?
  4. Choose a random object from your surroundings—a pen, a leaf, a coffee cup—and explore its significance. What stories or associations come to mind?

A few points to ponder as you continue YOUR Journey of writing:

Here are a few inspiring quotes for writers:

  1. “I love deadlines. I love the whooshing noise they make as they go by.” — Douglas Adams1.
  2. “Be not afraid of going slowly, be afraid of standing still.” — Chinese Proverb1.
  3. “Don’t be a writer; be writing.” — William Faulkner1.

There is ALWAYS HOPE

Once in a small village nestled between the rolling hills and dense forests, there lived a young woman named Elara. She was known for her unwavering faith and the serene calmness that always surrounded her, even in the face of adversity.

Elara’s life was not easy. She worked hard in the fields from dawn till dusk, and yet, the harvests were often meager. The villagers whispered that fate had been unkind to her, but Elara never wavered in her belief that life, in all its unpredictability, was not hers to control.

One year, as the planting season approached, a severe drought hit the land. The earth cracked, the wells dried up, and despair gripped the hearts of the villagers. They gathered in the square, their faces etched with worry, wondering how they would survive if the rains did not come.

Elara stood among them, her eyes closed, her lips moving in silent prayer. When she opened her eyes, she spoke with a voice that resonated with hope, “Life is not in our control, but our faith is. Let us plant our seeds with belief in our hearts. The rains will come when they will, but our faith must not falter.”

Moved by her words, the villagers found strength. They worked alongside Elara, planting seeds in the parched earth, each one a testament to their shared faith. Days turned into weeks, and there was no sign of rain. Yet, Elara’s faith did not diminish.

Then, one evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky with hues of orange and purple, a gentle rumble echoed in the distance. The villagers looked up to see dark clouds gathering, and within moments, a soft rain began to fall.

The rain grew into a downpour, quenching the thirsty land, filling the wells, and bringing life back to the fields. The villagers danced in the rain, their hearts overflowing with joy and gratitude.

As the season progressed, the village witnessed the most bountiful harvest they had ever seen. Elara’s faith had become their beacon, guiding them through the darkest times.

And so, the story of Elara’s faith spread far and wide, reminding all who heard it that while life may not be in our control, our faith and the actions it inspires, always are.

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